The word does not exist.

The one word that encompasses

the vast range of emotions and

complex feelings of my current state.

I've been searching for one word.

A simple way to express

that which is not simple at all.

The English language is a beautiful art.

An intricate way of communicating

with words and symbols.

But in so many ways it is lacking.

Lacking the words and implications I need

to express the art of feelings.

The things that are not constructed

by the human mind,

and have no set construct at all.