last final is over. over. over. oh it feels sooo goood. except for the fact that i did not do very well on it. pray that i get a B. i know if i really tried i definitely could've owned the final and gotten and A, but to be honest, i dont really care that much anymore. classes are great and all, whatever. but i would much rather spend my time doing something i love, like hanging out /w my roommates and friends. what does it matter if i graduate with all A's or all B's? it might matter to some people. it used to matter to me. not so much anymore. i like it that way. all i know, is that it feels awesome to be done. i can relax, and not worry about it. i have a ton of packing to do tho. have to be completely moved out by this afternoon. that'll be a chore. i don't think its going to suck as much as i anticipated though. we'll see. it'll be nice to have it done. last night at bethel. spend some of it with family, some with friends. lots of goodbyes. they're not really goodbyes, more like see-ya-later's....i'll be back in may. but then again, for some people, like the seniors, i may never see them again. that's a sad thought. hopefully they read this and know how much i'm going to miss them. they probably won't. but for everyone else, it's just a matter of time before i come back. granted, i'll probably be way different, but in a good way. still the same in some ways...the good ways :)