Wow.  I'm back.  For this first time since that last day in May almost a year ago.  Nothing has changed.  It's like I never left.  I'm like a dried up sponge, I just want to keep soaking it all up.  I'm not even looking at what I'm typing right now because I can't peel my eyes off the train window.  Part of me wishes I wasn't alone right now because I want someone to share this with and understand what I'm feeling.  Yet at the same time, it's nice to have it all to myself - more time to soak.  All those memories & emotions - I'm here, right where they began.  Where they grew.  Where they changed me.  I never want to leave.